thinking.

wow. God is a big big God.

like huge.

If my God is big, then aren't His plans big too?

He holds it all; 

the earth, the stars, the sky and sun.

they're all His.

why put a cap on it all?

He is limitless, boundless.

flip, when was the last time you dreamt?

like truly, greatly, faithfully dreamt?

the sky is actually the limit - it's so unrestricted, uninhibited.

our God exceeds all of it.

it's a pretty big world out there,

but God is above all and 

His plans far exceed what i can even begin to believe and imagine.

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my life is a life for Your cause.

my will laid aside for Your call.

and reserved all the depths of my heart,

only for You.

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so it's taken a long time thinking,

and a looooong time praying.

it's been a lot of surrendering.

and now i have no clue what i'm gonna do next year.

but it's totally OK;

i have no idea, 

but i have no reason to be stressed.

no matter the plan for my life's shape or form,

it's gonna be unreal and super awesome

so i'm OK with it. 100 percent.

surrender hurts a little while.

but the peace is eternally worth it.